parental love

All parents damage their children. It is akin to one holding glass. The careful ones hold it carefully but inadvertently smudge it, crack it. The damage a parent does to a child can be small, but also, can smash the child into little pieces, beyond repair.
Damage, can be taken literally as violence. It however can take a much more deadly manifestation of that of neglect, of aloofness and of despair.

slow spinning redemption

Got back a majority of my prelim results yesterday. It certainly is very very disappointing to see something that you put in so mouch work for.....

Anyways I think I'm gonna apply to
1. Yale
2. Princeton
3. Columbia
4. Dartmouth
5. University of Chicago


yeah yeah i know im aiming high. But mai yi ge xi wang right?
If i don't apply cannot sleep ah.
hahahha.

I just stole a big pile of Archie comics from the reading corner downstairs ((:
Sian lah. really sian lah.

The Phoenix's Lament

It's a sad sad world.
Prelims is just about over. I think i did they best i could for my papers.
I shall accept whatever result with a positive attitude.
Most of the papers were okay though.

Up next is SAT.I really really really want that perfect score BAD.
I want to go overseas and leave this place.
really really badly.
I must do well.

I guess no one is really that close to people you see in jc. I guess other than my close group of friends of the people i hang out with, i don't really know much people.

I mean, their faces are all a blur and there's really no motivation to bother to know a person if you are (possibly) never going to see him/her for the rest of your life.

I read this random blog and i realised the blogger was right; JC is an in-out thing. It's a preparation process for a new, exciting life in university.

My mind is tired. My heart is excited. I need you.

just a...

Thats it. I'm sick of you Newcastle. you better win tonight.
I know you're sponsor NORTHERN ROCK just folded and millions withdrew their accounts on friday.
BUt you have cost me enough weekly allowances.
Win.
Or i'll unleash this.




in it's adult form on you. It won't be pretty.

I'm tired.

very.

The Picture of Dorian Gray

I just finished "The Picture of Dorian Gray". For the uninitiated it is a story of vanity, of how one young man was so obsessed by his beautiful potrait that he trades his soul to preserve himelf. So now, the picture ages instead of him and he remains beautiful and wrinkle free and young.
The picture thus represents his soul and it ages to a heap of dust. hahah.

If such a method was true, it would put SK II, olay and all other beauty products out of business.

Now why did you waste your time on this when you should be studying?

(:

perfect match

It's a new day today.
I'm tackling it head on.


milan how could you lose? Your actions have led to a suicide at bukit timah block 1.

Tick Tock

is the sound the clock makes.

My life is extremely mundane and boring now. Been studying (or at least attempting to) but it seems I've lapsed into complacency where i think i know everything. That attitude will probably backfire on me and result in me screwing up my prelims but oh well...

The past few weeks have been kind of monotonous but i guess everyone's feeling the same as me. Motivation is real hard but i must not lose sight of my goals. This could be good. (:

The weather is awesome for sleeping in though(:

crazy in love

you are the ink to my paper
What my pen is to my pad
The moral the very fibre
the whole substance to my rap (: